Lonely Boundary

Weird D/ Dream & Dev

2010-04-22T11:41:00.000-07:00

well back to blogging.

dunno y but i had this weird dream again. i rmb the last time i had it was like a few years back? wats wif this dream coming again? does it mean something?

*its all fictional, its jus my dream*

its vague but i try type out as much as i can rmb.

had a dog/wolf by my side... chased by someone wif a gun... ran away... came to an old warehouse... someone warned me about it being haunted... went in to hid... assasin came in too... he was trying to kill my "partner", i was trying to protect... nearly died... saved by something...

thats all i can rmb bah. the dream is vague but i noe i had this dream before. weird...

today had junior orientation camp. this yr's guys are dam lucky. avg is like 18 girls to 4 guys in a class? haha, how i hope i was in tt class. aft tt me and the lomig went to CGH to visit sean who was hospitalized becus of stomach ulcer. (sorry sean for cursing u the day before. =( really sorry.)

waited at CGH for 1.5hrs due to visiting hrs at 5 and we reach at 3.30? haha. so we jus slack ard and some of them start to dose off. my good bud (yes yes xj u r the best so u can be happy and laugh.) and tong lei dev start to feel slpy so shes asked jx if she can lie on her shoulder, jx switch the qsn and ask me to lend my shoulder. dev rebuted ,"i dun luh, dao tei wo ye bu yao and said tt my shoulder not gd to lean on." quite true actually. but how much i hope u will lie on mine.

sometimes, wait ok most of the times we bicker wif each other, sometime we actually whack each other, i dunno u, but i actually really care for u all the while. sometimes u r so weird tt u actually look like u ate the wrong medicine. lol! i cnt confirm it yet but i jus had tt weird feeling whenever im wif u. maybe its cus we r really good bud or maybe... im jus scared to change things now.

Fire on the B/ BBQ & Burn

2010-04-20T11:14:00.000-07:00

been 8 days since i last blogged. too lazy i think.

last week went to chalet wif the class. Only 9 of us turned up in the end. But we had alot of fun. mrs Cheryl Wee paid for the chalet. Ty Mrs Wee! =)

we had BBQ like usual and im dam good of a fire starter. lol.

fb really cnt cook sausages sia. cook until all exploded.

in the middle of the night, we decided to play hide and seek in pitch black darkness.

had so much fun luh, cus ppl might not even see u when u jus lie on the bed cus it was so dark.

den there was one round i hid under the bed wif devien, it was for a short while before we got found out but when we r under the bed, i jus had this weird feeling... oh well. best place to hide is always the most dangerous, under the sink!!!

we burnt the table! and this cost us $50.55!

first day of sch was fun! woohoo! ok luh but my care person johnny tan was not. he talk like no full stop de, jus keep on comma and comma. lol. he also talk till like we dunno anything, he actually teach us how to use a mouse!!! wtf!!!

aft sch met up wif PRDC at jj. was playing deck when suddenly the fire alarm rang. sherms make a comment of "FIRE!" but everyone tht it was a fake so we keep on playing. but when we smell smoke and the auntie told us there is really a fire. we keep our things and strolled out of East Point. (we r not scared cus we r the AAOU!)

East Point was on fire!!! we went to LJS beside it and cont playing. and we see fire engines coming shortly and typical singaporeans crowding to see wat hpn. kpo sia. den they was this fireman who chionged in the scene, ALONE! brave sia. my hero! =x

aft the fire ppl start going back like nothing has hpn. (we assume the culprit may be someone from AAOU too. some one who wan us dead.) lol!

see the black smoke?

fire engine to the rescue!

alright think tts all for now bah. will blog if haf anything coming up.

Beginning of S/ Start & Sho

2010-04-12T09:52:00.000-07:00

firstly happy birthday rhonda! hope u stay happy always k. u r always a kid to me no matter how old u grow. lol.

let ur birthday, 13th april 2010, be the rebirth of me and this blog.

aft the trip to korea and also the check up at national heart centre. i haf realised alot of life. i haf been wasting my life away when i dun even noe how long i haf left. i really think i shld cherish everyday and make everyday meaningful and live it to the fullest.

i shld change my view of everything i guess. something nid to be serious and some r not. and i got to view it the way it shld be.

alright since its a "new" blog, i shld maybe list down some of my targets to be done bah.

here goes:

- train up myself at the gym

- do well in my last yr at poly

- get into top16 for yugioh world champ 2010

- top 8 for battle spirits national 2010

- get S or SS for most songs in jubeat

- probably get a gf?

memorieS/oul searching

2010-03-18T14:28:00.000-07:00

everything is resolved finally. and yup everything is back to like always.

its 4.48am now, dunno y but i jus woke up suddenly aft a weird dream. and becus of this dream i tht alot about the past, my past relationships. no doubt there r happy memories tt i will always rmb but there r also scars tt will live wif me for the rest of my life.

a blog is a diary aftall so im not scared of posting everything here, as long as u readers dun judge me.

my first relationship, people say it will always be ur best memories, i say its fucking bullshit. we got together on christmas on 2005. yeah its jus a pure attraction for each other. all our first time were given to each other and we really cherish each other. all is gd and happy till the day she and my best fren betrayed me. its like stabbing u wif a knife when u least expected it. i lost a fren, i lost a girl. tts life bah i guess. the scar tt caused me to nvr trust anyone entirely again. ty P for the 6mths of happiness and the lifetime of pain.

my 2nd relationship. S really is cute girl, although a blur queen. she was older den me by a yr. (actually its jus 4mths.) it was not long ago tt i found out im her first serious bf. but i hurt her den. i left her without telling her the reason, she haf the rights to know but i din tell her. aft the thing is resolved, i tried to woo her back. but maybe things wun be the same again bah. we r together for like 1mth or so. but its really comfortable being wif her. cus shes jus so blur but tts wat makes her so cute. =) if u let me choose, i will really wanna woo her back.

HM is my third gf. i noe her in tuition. actually it all started wif a gamble. me n my other guy frens in tuition make a gamble, as in who can win the heart of either of the 2 pretty girls in class, she being one of them. so when class end i asked for her number, on the way home i msged her. i tht i was jus a gamble so i jus go for it. i was shocked she agreed right away. i asked her y, she gaf me the ans, "your eyes r soulful." do i? so we tried it out but apparently it din work out so we broke up. we both noe tt both of us jus wan to try being in a relationship, for her its the first, for me... a way to move on.

LW is my most current gf. ok current but its 3yrs ago. i first knew her when she joined my cca. so maybe becus of working together n stuff. we got together somehow. but it lasted only for a mth. den i found out my senior, who is also a gd fren of mine, like her too. being the character i am. i made the decision of breaking up wif her and helpin my fren woo her. some people say im a bastard, some say im stupid... i dun care, at least i noe i wun regret doing this. she dunno the real reason we broke up, i din tell her, i jus told her lets break. i think its better she dunno this. till noe, 3yrs, almost 4, shes still wif my fren. i felt happy and i noe she will be happy too.

i said it again, dun judge me, or u will regret it. i post it cus i really treat this blog as my dairy. maybe for ppl to know me more. everything is in the past, happy or sad, its the past. tt weird dream remind me of all of these, but it also show me tt its time i shld move on. this dream will change me forever, a new beginning, a new sho... i really hope the nxt one will be my fifth and my last.

final thoughT/ired

2010-03-11T07:48:00.000-08:00

hmm i jus dunno y god had to make all the bad things come in waves...

dam u god...

i noe im abit overboard on my blog... and i noe its my bad for not telling it man to man and blog it off. but maybe tts wat i think is the best way out bah, cus i noe both of us r stubborn, so the outcome may jus turn ugly. tts not i wanted... i dun wan things to end like dat, i rather it is easy come easy go.

(kai, we join MoV together and were even once a team together, and u r 21 this yr. i noe u r mature enough to get my point. u can still laugh it off in msn wif me means u get wat i mean right? sorry but ur part is so short only.)

i treat u as my best fren tts y wat u did had the most impact on me... y its specifically aiming u, cus i tht u noe me well enough to noe my nature, yet u do not, tts y it affect me the most. i really do not haf much to say la. wat i wanna say i said it in my blog. maybe lets this chance for u all to noe me btr bah. i noe u r angry at me, understandable becus its ur nature. but u shld noe i really treat u as a fren tts y i decided to leave becus of this. it had been so long yet u still cont to do it. i really dun wanna lose a fren cus of this, therefore i chose to run away bah. u may say im a coward but its the simplier way out for me. sometimes pride can move u to new heights but sometimes it will bring u to the depths of hell. think about it urself.

the ending of this, i will let u decide... u choose the ending...

i really wanna rest... its time for u to do the working...

E.C.P/RDC

2010-03-09T10:46:00.000-08:00

today went to east coast park wif the class.

there is me, fb, jx, dev, sean, ws, kj, lm and aaron.

sean was late and everyone had a idea! we took turns to spam his phone telling him to be faster. which irritates the hell out of him.

we went inline skating first aft me and aaron psycho everyone to do so. we r the only 2 who noe how to skate so we slowly teached everyone, but not without them falling till their butt swell. lol!

ws skate until he machiam came out from shower sia.

aft tt was some cycling, fb couldnt cycle well and everyone had to wait for her... -.-.... all in the end cycle like tortoise.

at night we went to pastamania to eat dinner. aft which we had fun play zhong ji mi ma. with the penalty of eating mixed "delicacy" by everyone. ( never ever drink a spoon of tobasco in one shot.) =(

had alot of fun today. but my leg really shag already from the skating and cycling.

ok now for the second part.

ive been thinking for awhile. we created PRDC becus we like to hang out wif each other.

but recently i feel tt its more of a chore to hang out wif some of u rather den enjoyment. i shall not say names.

"perfect reason to exist"

does tt reason still exist? we r not having fun like we do last time, doing things together, now people r jus giving excuses. ive been trying to be a good guy all this while but u guys r forcing me back to the bad guy i am 4yrs ago. i wanted to bottled everything inside but tt incident had cus me to reach my limits.

i seriously dun like to be called names. it irritates me, especially making fun of my real name. how bout u all try having ur name make fun off then? if i dun voice it out now, i think i will be the second kai. and dun test my limits by irritating me wif tt moo dance. i really had enough! dun force me till i will send a fist into ur face. (kai slapping ur chest is already a warning on how i dun like it.) and about integrity... i dunno about this... bout its jus i lend u my cards and u tell me u din lend it... wat a joke. its actually up to u la. u think u din lend jiu din lend lor. wat can i do? its not like i did a marking on my cards.

i can joke ard wif guys but sometimes dun test my limit. im not kai or dan, i dun take jokes well. i din say anything doesnt mean im alright wif it. it jus tt i dun wan to shoot u back. i quitted bs becus of this bullshits.. soon i think i will quit yugioh too.. i jus dun feel the fun of playing anymore. calling me noob when u r no better. pls think first before u talk. yes bs im a noob, so call me all u wan. but yugioh? pls... i can say tt im better den most of u all. sorry but seriously sometime i dun find the jokes amusing at all, i find it irritating.

i reached my limits... i had enough... no point for me to stay and to take all these bullshits from u all... i quit!

slackinG/undam

2010-03-07T08:53:00.000-08:00

hmm ok lets see... ive not update my blog for... 18days! wow im really slacking sia.

lets recap wat has passed...

ah longs birthday chalet....

james birthday bashing....

lifeless deck testing at jj....

me finally getting back my nebo tapz card...( sakura picture is kawaii!!!)

and i finally finished my gundam 00 raiser 7 swords/G model!

ok i noe the post is short but im really lazy i guess?

ok some pics.

woot our present for ah long... 7 dark armed dragons wif PRDC signature! i think they worth a million each? lolol.

ah longs family pic! so big sia... lol... ( PRDC is not inside cus we r the photograpers!)

( dan is fail wif the party poppers. lol!)

my gundam 00 raiser 7 swords/G model! ( i noe the name is long. blame sunrise for it.)

chinese new yeaR/elationship

2010-02-17T12:15:00.000-08:00

ok back from malaysia on monday night. collect alot of angbaos and haf a great time wif my cousins.

din expect the night sky of malaysia to be so clear... so many stars... mesmerizing...

tuesday met East Wing as we r going to peter hse to bai nian, but in the end we did not as ahlong is late.

PRDC went to ehub ard 1+ to meet lawrence and shermaine for a kbox session.

jessie was there too as shermaine want to help her and qw patch up. since when they ever break for real?

had a great time singing sia. sherman and dan were so shag they fell aslp sia, or is our singing too boring? lol!

we also learnt a unfogivable lesson tt day, ++ behind the price is SCARY!!! is a $10 diff! ARH!!!

aft tt we had dinner at kfc and parted our ways. dan, xj and i went to ntuc to buy some stuff, dan brought alot of food sia, guess hes still vy hungry? haha.

its 4.12am now, dunno y i love to blog in the middle of the night sia. guess tts my nature bah. before i do not haf the time to blog tml.. happy 21st birthday long ge! haha, i wun hope u will be good in yugioh cus i will thrash u but still hope u will find ur true love soon. =)

i hope i can find mine too.... =P

Sad/ Shattered

2010-02-08T11:41:00.000-08:00

this post is specially for u...

i noe u havin alot of schwork. i noe u having a hard time in sch. i do not wan to disturb u. but seeing ur pm, i cnt stop myself but to noe what happened... cus i care for u, i dun wan to see u sad. i jus wanna comfort u, be there for u when u nid someone. u said u wanna do homework so i said i shall not disturb u, chat later...

nxt thing i noe. im pestering u? im disturbing u from doing ur hw? if i disturb u, u could haf jus tell me personally dat u dun wan me to disturb u. but u chose to use a third party to convey tt to me? it make me feel like im dat scary to u, or jus tt u dun wan to talk to me? i dunno wat u r thinking but no matter wat u do, i shall respect u, i will not disturb u again, till the day u talk to me urself, it may be never but i jus haf to hope.

i jus wanted to care for u, see how r u. yet u treated my care and concern as a disturbance? fine! do whatever u wan den... maybe in the end in jus nothing but an annoyance to u. maybe i misunderstood u or wat but this is wat i think... if i misunderstood u, tell me personally this time, and not use another person.

i noe u r struggling, i also cnt bare to see u sad. jiayou in ur studies and stay happy always k? wat holds in the future i do not noe but i can only hope tt u will talk back to me one day...

how i hope all this was a beautiful misunderstanding or it was jus a dream...

Wedding Dress/ We At Sentosa

2010-02-06T08:42:00.000-08:00

ok i shall blog now before my body cnt take it and shutdown.

woke up at 5am in the morning when i slpt at 2+? dam shag. dragged my body up cus my cousin is getting married! and i haf to be one of his boy gang... it was nvr a good thing.

reach the bribe's house ard 6.30. went up, and this is where hell is unleashed. girls can be vicious u noe...

we r asked to not only put on lipstick and kiss another guy, drink from a babies' bottle.. wait did i mention its bittle tea inside? and eat biscult wif special fillings... our facial expression aft eating machiam like kanna twisted.

finally we managed to fight ourselves in and the groom finally got the bribe aft writing a page long contract? lol.

aft tt i chiong home to bath and change before i go for my commskills test. was quite ok as the qsn are vy direct. met joel aft tt who keep saying he will fail his paper. (play more dota till 3am luh) we trained to vivocity to meet the rest of the East Wing ppl to go sentosa!

we took the monorail to siloso beach i guess. aiya its a beach nonetheless la. we found a spot by the lifeguard post and started throwing ppl down the sea. lol. we also walk ard seeing bikini babes. =D

(stupid daniel u fucker! i push u down the sea and u dare take my bag as hostage. u humji kia! roar!)

went off ard 5.30 wif shihao and dan as we nid go off early. talked alot on our trip back.

aft i reach home i nid bath and change again to go for my cousin's wedding dinner. aft tt slp in my dad's car as we reach home. dam shag sia.

jus bathe and its the 4th time i bathed today. wonder how much water i use sia. lol.

although im dam shag now wif some sun burns, nonetheless i had a great day at sentosa wif East Wing. (NXT TIME JOEL N XJ MUST GO DOWN!)

TKD/ The Feeling

2010-02-03T11:49:00.000-08:00

ytd went for frenly match wif nyp, np and nus. its been so long since i went to training, not to say sparring. got suited up and waited. i only fought one match due to the fact that im too thin and no one is near my weight cat. maybe i kicked too hard, my leg bleed and it wun stop, in the end i had to bus home wif a bleeding leg. reached home and somehow get the bleeding to stop. lol. lucky me, i still wan my leg one.

tiring day indeed.

now for the second part. before i went for the training, i asked you to scold me, cus i needed tt rage in me and a scolding from u will be most effective. u said u cnt so ok im alright wif it. i din think much about it and it was forgotten. my leg was bleeding and i joke ard needing ur love to heal it. u said u dun wan to gif, so i said i shall go find another girl... u told me go ahead and u wished me gd luck. how i hope u r jealous when u said tt. haha. silly me.

ok nvm i think im talking too much le. lol. maybe im starting to become one of those guys with stamps on my eyes bah....

SOY 2010/ Some Randomness.

2010-01-31T14:24:00.000-08:00

friday slpt at sherms hse so we can go to SOY at ngee ann poly the nxt day.

cnt slp well the whole night becus of some itchy leg who keep poking my butt throughout the night.

nxt day work up ard 8 i think. not sure. dress up and went to ngee ann poly. i cosplayed as hidari shotaro from kamen rider double, sherms was zorro and dan was grim reaper wif no face. got there and found out it was fucking SMALL! its nothing compared to EOY or AFA. the 3 of us was walking ard while the rest of the prdc r sitting down and play deck and playing GvG? lol.

for pictures pls go to my facebook at
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?ref=profile&id=100000575300887

melody came ard 2+ i guess. sorry i dun really pay attention to the time. she was dress as a high sch girl. she came wif her fren but apparently she was ps later. so she emo at one corner, this is where the talent is. photographers were flooding in and taking her pictures! (i noe i noe no one take my pics, oh well. maybemy cosplay was too.. normal?) i dun haf the talent so ya... sadded. she dunno y also keep pulling her skirt and her shirt. too short i guess? or is she paranoid about her fats? den there was this guy who took a pic wif her, his hands was on her waist and she din notice till i told her...fail sia her. (dunno y but i feel like killing tt guy. target practice anyone?)

i dunno y also but i actually got a new nickname from her again. da bian this time. but oh well i jus let her call that if she like bah. no objections from me anyway. xj added to it jus now and im called jing shi hai su chou bu la ji xiang da bian... oh well...

now since im dam bored at 6am in the morning i shall talk more about melody. shes a nice girl, that i must admit, weird personalities, always think shes fat when shes not, hate ppl touch her hair or belly. (hey sherms din die from touching her hair.) can laugh for stupid reasons. call me snow white and da bian. like to bully me. dao me for no reason also. did i say she hates her younger brother and dress her 4yr old brother as a girl? weird girl indeed. haha....

lets hope i wun die aft she read this. haha. im really too bored. she promised to tag my blog if i post so she better tag this one. roar! she once ask me why im the only one who let her bully. well its becus... eto...hmmm...cus she too powerful? haha let her guess herself bah. =)

tts all bah i guess. anything i leave out let me noe? haha. tag pls ppl my blog is like a ghost town le. gonna change myself for someone. it will start wif my haircut and maybe the way i treat and do things...

Happy Birthday Mama Joel

2010-01-23T10:33:00.000-08:00

ok its been like.. 10days since i last blogged? if u r wondering y its been due to my massive projects dueing recently and the tests i haf.

ok lets see anything interesting tt happened...

went out wif my juniors, sarah and audrey to vivocity for a gathering. and yes its the 3 of us only. =) aft which i went to east point to meet the guys to wish jessie happy birthday.

ytd went to arab street and practically bugis and suntec to look for cosplay stuff wif dan and sherms. sherms actually spent $500 on his 2 zorro swords. ouch! at night we met up wif xj who jus finished his last day of sip. i noe xj u r sad but things always haf an end. and lawrence and da sao for dinner. ate at suntec den slack at starbucks till 10+. had a lot of jokes and chat.

today....*rickroll* happy birthday mama joel!

ok today its mama joel's 19th birthday. we all went to jj to celebrate for him, but wif a bash!

we prepare not only presents and cakes but also bomb bags, party spray and idea from urs truely whip cream! aft the bash he dun look like joel to me le. =( but like a person who crawl out of a rubbish dump.lolol! but still must say happy 19th birthday joel. u r one year closer to ur deathbed.

ok tts all for now i guess. few more days to freedom from projects but hell from end sem... hai...

how i hope u r by my side...

PS: apparently all my new year resolutions failed... sadded

Late New Year Resolution

2010-01-13T09:06:00.000-08:00

ok i noe its not new year anymore but i jus tht of my new year resolution now.

i noe im slow.

1: time out period for arcade and yugioh.

2: no more taking taxi to sch cus i woke up late. slp early!

3: make my life more meaningful? cus i think i vy no life now.

4: study study study!

5: start to go for trainings and lectures.
6: find a gf? i dunno about this one.. jus random..

ok tts all for now i guess. i shall promise my brd and my com tt i will do it!

Ahole Security

2010-01-11T07:20:00.000-08:00

ok today i skipped sch and went back to sec sch to see the results of Os.

for those who dunno my sec sch is anderson sec.

i took an hr bus ride to the sch and met up wif jeremy and khim.

we went into the sch jus to get stopped by the security guard who told us the tcher is not free and we cnt go in. later we see some of our friends went in so i told him y we cnt go in. he said we r not in uniform so we cnt go in.

" FUCKING HELL, POLY DOESNT HAF A UNIFORM U SON OF A BITCH!!!"

"DAM U INDIAN PUNEH AHOLE!!!"

we decided to go eat first as we were hungry aft which we go in again. he still stopped us.

we quarreled for an hr before finally i decide to call my disipline master to let us in.

the security guard also speechless. farktard...

in the end we missed everything but still get to see some of our juniors and tchers.

we went to find my form tcher mr yong and he was kind enough to show us the staff room.

he also show us the new $8k canteen they had.

it look dam like a bar wif a plasma tv man. make me wanna go back sec sch again.

i noe im old le... i shall not deny tt.

ok dam pissed for today. skipped sch and get pissed by an ahole security. oh well. lifes like dat i guess...

East Wing Formed.

2010-01-03T07:49:00.000-08:00

ok updating again.

new year eve. aft sch meet wif PRDC to go buy food for the bbq we r having.

aft tt we make our way down to pasir ris park to find a spot.

aft much hardwork, we finally find a spot we can bbq.

the meeting time was 7pm but some faggots jus had to be late n reach at 10pm.

oh well but nontheless we haf alot of fun and also discuss some issues.

we get to play some dares dat is vy disturbing too...

ok so everything boils down to this...

Mov no more...

its nothing but a shadow of our past...

a new wing has sprang wide open from the east...

and from now it will be our new destiny...

East Wing is formed!

Holiday Madness Part 3!

2009-12-28T09:03:00.000-08:00

ok part 3. EOY 2009 at national library.

let the picture talk!

melody and domo!
melody and me!

misa and me!

RO's sin cross and high priest.

another pic of me and melody.

chio bu and me.

a maid who claims shes acting cute. (im so fortunate...)

another pretty girl. =)

xmas anyone?

lndd?

for the rest of the pic. pls go to my facebook! so glad we met a new friend. melody!
aft tt the gang went to eat steamboat wif eddie and kenneth join us! was a fun night indeed.
PRDC Forever!

Holiday Madness Part 2!

2009-12-28T08:57:00.000-08:00

ok now go the part 2 of the holiday madness.

Christmas!!!

xmas eve meet up wif xj and the rest aft i got back from bugis.

ty mr and mrs koa for the dinner. =)

aft tt we go for jubeating wif the crap machines.

ard 12+ meet wif some crazy girls whom we had a hard time running away as they were shouting merry xmas ard.

DAN U R ONE OF THEM!!!

on xmas, the peeps went for a dinner at just acia. was shocked to see my sec sch classmate tingling wif her bf and her family. so fast see mother-in-law? lol.

another jubeat madness before we got home.

ok tts a short and swt post for part 2. part 3 coming up!

Holiday Madness Part 1!

2009-12-26T07:36:00.000-08:00

ok i haf been dam busy wif my holidays this few days. and i finally haf the time to blog again.

ok i shall split this post into 3 parts.

ok this one is for the trip to genting. wanted to cool down but in the end i didnt.

shall let the pics do the talking.

u get wat i mean? the weather is so freaking bad. how to haf fun and chill?my cousin jy and me. see our hair. super strong wind!
a buddha statue. its gigantic!a super big incense we bought together to pray for our families well being.

the inside of the temple, its in a cave.

smashing ground!!!

santa and cai shen fusion? is cable car tt popular?!

our plates from our buffet dinner!

Total Break Down

2009-12-18T11:12:00.000-08:00

things had not gone well for me for the past weeks.

and its getting worse by the day.

finally... i cnt take it anymore... i jus break down...

firstly... my dota matches still mostly end up in scrubs.

secondly... a bitch jus tested my patience.

if u think treating me as a toy is fun.

think again. im not ur toy u BITCH!!!

FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE!!!

BURN IN HELL!!!

thridly... my mum jus had a heart attack not long ago.

soon she will go for an operation to clear her blood vessals.

im dam worried for her even when they say its a 99% success.

lastly... i will be going on a holiday to genting to take a break. i jus wan to forget all the bad memories. but as i always told others, memories can only be hidden and not forgotten.

bonus... happy birthday xj... "see u in the finals"...

Scrub Scrub Scrub.

2009-12-15T09:16:00.000-08:00

no mood to updat emy blog. one word to sum it all, SCRUB!!!

khatib tag team tourney, got into top 12 wif zombie synchro and scrubbed.

temasek poly cyber games, first round, scrubbed.

aft tt all dota matches i played, scrubbed.

i have been scrubbing this few days... wats wrong wif me!!!

i jus cnt do anything well. i shld jus gif myself a good rest? i dunno....

It Ended

2009-12-06T08:34:00.000-08:00

its started 4 days ago and ended today...

u feel tt something is missing between us and said u nid time to think...

i shall let you go...

maybe aft 2 years we all jus changed and r not the same old us anymore...

maybe things wun work out aft all...

so in the end im back to being a lone wolf again...

OCH

2009-12-04T10:14:00.000-08:00

ok sch as usual. got a lab test. quite easy.

den went home awhile, caught in the rain and nid my mum to save me. -.-

aft rain stop i go to jj. meet the guys awhile and went back to tp for my term test.

i think i will flunk it luh.

ate dinner wif the guys and 12 of us decided to go OCH for an outing!

but before tt we got an emergency. i shall not talk much.

but i can confirm one thing. BRADLEY is scared of police!

wahahhah!

aft the faithful incident we went to OCH.

before we went in, some of us were urgent so, we did the stunt of the year!

bunch of guys unzipping their pants and urinating by the road!!!

OCH was not as scary as i expected. but it was freaky hot!

aft tt we go to changi village for some refreshments.

dan, qw and me go off earlier as i haf test late. so we rushed home.

we r running against time to get the last bus and we made it home! woohoo!

and rest who stayed behind got caught by the same police again aft we left! utter buang!!!

PS: to all parents out there. u wan hit ur own children? go burn in hell!!! BANKAI!!!

Happy Birthday Dear

2009-12-03T08:48:00.000-08:00

its 4th dec!

and it means 1 thing.

nope, not becus i haf test later.

its my dear's birthday!!!

happy birthday dear...
im not very good wif words but still may all ur wishes come true!

but still rmb to study hard for ur exam wor.

anything happen, im always there for you.

i noe today u celebrating wif ur family but its alright de, i will make it up to u nxt time k?

Love U...

S and S

2009-12-02T08:22:00.001-08:00

its past 12am so its dec3.

wanted to post this on dec2 de but oh well time waits for no one.

dec2.

a beautiful story is being written.

its the day where S and S got together.

we shall hope the story last...

tts all for now... go chiong pbl!!!

Tag Team Tourney 2009

2009-12-01T07:27:00.000-08:00

its tuesday night le. haven update on sat's mov tag team tourney.

ok grats to B.A.D for winning the first.

and also alex for winning the MVP award. (tyco kia top draw lightning vortex.)

the dragons... future fusion a dragon? (spoils picture)

my team. BKE. the 3 scrubber monkeys.

but hey we got 3rd in the end. who say we scrub!!!
ok tts about all bah.
great thks to the organizer: sherman, food provider: ryan, and last but not least the head judge who sit on the floor: xiang jie!

Recovery

2009-11-26T09:58:00.000-08:00

today was late for sch as usual.

aft much lsn was life science again.

got 22/30 for test and full mark for tutorial quiz. quite happy wif it.

bused home. on my way i was thinking alot.

den it started to rain, with the bright sunlight shining down.

the scene was so beautiful. its like being in heaven.

i think im back to my old self bah.

humans are like computer, and our memories like information.

we can delete them many times but they will always be on the hard disk.

in our heart.

i think my heart waver too easily. isit becus im scared of being lonely?

let time tell me...

:) is this ur ans to me now?

Stupid Blogskin

2009-11-25T01:59:00.000-08:00

ok jus go a new blogskin ytd night. csu apparently the previous went "photobucket"

ytd went for a inter business sch captain ball match.

lost in the end. but we had fun.

bused awhile wif devien before she alight.

talked about relationship stuff.

im stil drawing circles.

today work up and waste my free day on...

videos and songs.

alright meeting xj and guys soon for dinner. i think i shld go.

AFA Part 2

2009-11-23T07:21:00.000-08:00

i noe i said i will upload pics ytd but i was jus too tired. and drawing circles too.

things really jus dun go my way i guess.

or shld i say im jus too late?

ok i haf too many pics so i jus post 4 of them wif me inside bah. enjoy.

sorry but i really dun haf mood now to write more.

do wif it.

ty for being my train buddy for tt day. i will rmb it...

PS: ah long dun too sad luh. we draw circles together. =)

So kawaii!!! Girls from maids cafe.

Wolverine. Is he trying to kill me?

Picutre with her on the first day.

Picture with my train buddy on the second day.

AFA.

2009-11-21T07:03:00.000-08:00

woot today went to AFA (Anime Fest Asia) to work as a battle spirit card game intructor.

meet the guys, boarding train at tampines and we saw bryan!

den....

cut to the main point. so many cosplayers and pretty girls. i shall post the photos tml aft the whole event end.

but there something special i wan to talk about tt happened today.

there was this girl, vy cute n pretty.

den there was this dare by xj.

and it started a chain reaction

and it resulted in bryan's ultimate stunt,

" he's not interested in ur facebook, he's interested in your number!"

ok i shall say too much cus there shld not be alot of ppl knowing this.

ok tts all for now. i shall upload pictures tml.

stay tune ppl. =)

wait. did i mention kai forget something again? he bought everything but money! scrub! ok i shall keep everything for tml.

Asia 2010 Part 3.

2009-11-16T09:15:00.000-08:00

ok now for the final part of the post. its blackmailing time! if u wan ur photo to be taken away. pls pay the amount stated before i post it somewhere else. =)

ur graceful moments.

benedict. sai kang warrior. $20.

kai. nothing much. $20.

dan covering his face while slping. and kai lying on his hand. so romantic. $50.

shihao. our top 8 finalist. $50.

joel. another of our top 8 finalist. our hero of the day. $80.

kok boon. the stylish sleeper. $80.

bing jun. slp until like dat. dun care style one. $100.

bradley. another no style one. slp till boxer come out. somemore is spongebob. $150.

sebas aka ah long. was smiling wif his finger on his lips while slping. i wonder wat gd dream was he having sia? $200.

ok tts all for asia 2010. will update soon again if anything pop up. until den.

Asia 2010 Part 2

2009-11-16T09:02:00.000-08:00

ok this is the 2nd part.

we were at SMU. registered and got a free mat each! konami finally learned of our pain.

ok i scrub for the tourney wif a 2:2 score. im not happy bout it but this is reality.

deck played: gladiator beast

1st round: fortune ladies XX

i scrubbed as it was my worst matchup. my 2 bottomless and 3 traphole were jus useless.

2nd round: lightsworn OO

i raped him totally. and xj enemy controller saved my ass for the 3rd time. (shld i say ty?)

3rd: twilight XX

worst case senario. my gb came for a gathering! i drew all 7 gbs and 2 training ground in my first 10 cards. wow. how lucky/unlucky can i be? (sry joel for saying may the gadgets be wif u, i got my retribution) or was it alex was sitting beside me so my luck all got drained? but still i was a free target for the opponent. i can do nothing. or isit my gb heard i was playing them for the last time? sadded.

4th: AKB OO

a japanese guy. not much of a challenge. jus raped him wif stardust and arcanite.

in the end there was only 4 round of swiss and top 8 due to time constrant.

is it deja vu? cus ive been wanting to play bf for asia but for the past 2 asia i haf been sacrificing my bf cards for others, thus playing other decks. is this wat costed my win? shld i sacrifice myself for others?

i like to congratulate joel and shihao, the 5th squad for both getting into top 8. nice one guys.

aft the tourney. we had a group photo and ah long had a speech in which to praise joel and giving him a gadget playmat as a prize. (ah long u talk like u wanna cry sia. haha!)

aft tt the group splitted up as some of us nid go home early. xj, dan, qw, kai n i ate ananas cafe before going home. i got home, bathe and jus slpt. i was drained.

Asia 2010 Part 1.

2009-11-16T08:53:00.000-08:00

sry for not updating for 13 days.

unlucky? yeah i think so. i was too lazy.

sch sch sch and still... sch.

ok so asia tournament was coming up on sunday (past) so we decided to camp at sherms hse for the night before the tourney. so it was xj, qw, dan and me.

we got back home aft usual sat jj and met at ws. aft tt we bused to sherms hse.

we started moding decks and writing our decklists. den we knew kai was joining us so we were like ok. he came and this is where the joke begins.

he checked his bag and he bought everything possibly needed but the most important thing.

HIS DECK!!!

we all laughed abit before trying to help him make a new deck.

we all sacrificed our deck testing time for him. (kai u owe us)

in the end he went home to search for it. (waste our time)

but in the end it was wif kenneth luh. dam noob sia.

somehow we finish everything and slpt. 5 guys squeezing in a room. cozy sia. =P

i din slp well the whole night cus of the air con being too cold and dan snoring the whole night.

morning comes and we nid set off. took us quite some time to wake dan up. like a log sia.

we trained to SMU and prepared for the tourney!

ok since its too long i shall split this post into 3 parts.

thats all for first part.

Useless me.

2009-11-04T04:38:00.000-08:00

to her:

i dunno who u wanna apologise to,

all i can say is be sincere and u will be forgiven.

dun be sad hao mah?

no matter wat happen, rmb tt im always there for u.

so rmb be happy, dun be sad le.

smile =D

nothing much or special this few days. so i shall no blog much.

Happy Birthday Yuting.

2009-10-30T08:15:00.000-07:00

i had some alcohol so i will cut things short.

ytd went to sch as usual. blah blah...

went for me first human health n disease and also life science tutorial.

cnt believe all the tut finish in half th time. waste my time.

den my hhd tutor was magdeline hor! ok heard from sherms n xj tt shes good but boring.

hmm ok i shall call her magnatuar from now on. wahhahah!

met xj for dinner aft tt. wanted to jubeat but all the pros are there.

den was going and we shall jas and yt walking ard. wanted to say hi but im shy so...

regretted it immediately but bused home.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY YUTING! (it was 29 oct)

i dun noe u vy well and i dun think u haf gd impression of me.

but still wish u happy birthday n best of luck in everything.

today, nothin much, din see them as i expected. maybe timing not right.

end class at 1 and bused home. slpt till 6...

ok i shall end here. abit dizzy le.

to her:

i dunno wat to do now.

shld i 放弃你?

maybe the impression i gaf was nvr good.

im not good at talking or anything.

all i haf is my sincere heart.

i jus hope i haf a chance...

So near yet so far.

2009-10-27T05:23:00.000-07:00

ok din blog for let see.... 5 days?

ok its due to me being sick (lovesick? i dunno) and im vy busy wif my pbl.

today went to sch for the cool noon roadshow. got loa so din went for lecture.

there was alot of dances and a performace on sg version wonder girls.

its quite lame to be exact. and the tkd bunch went to eat. my friend kianlam was dam funny,

he got loa for everyone except himself, wat a noob. oppx.

i was eating when something caught my eyes...

3 figures.... so familiar....

its them! lol.

ok so i walk pass them to confirm n turn back to talk to them.

was shock and nervous at the same time. (im shy)

so i went to join my friend/s?

aft tt its normal sch day and another hr of david hu wcg science lesson? haha.

dam tired so din go for training and also nid rush my pbl. ok tts all.

to her:

so near yet so far. tts y i wanna say.

today when i saw u, its like u r so close to me but...

still u r so far away.

even if the distance shorten a little by the day.

i hope it will shorten, cus i noe one day the distance will be covered.

Fail is fail.

2009-10-22T09:08:00.000-07:00

today i woke up late so kind of rushing to sch.

aft i reach sch i was walking vy fast to the lift.

den suddenly there was this girl who walk pass me. she was saying hello to me.

i was uncertain so i look ard and confirm it was me. i was like orh. but den i dun even noe tt girl la. maybe i look like someone else?

aft sch i went to ws zone x to haf a round of jubeat as i haf a 6 hr break before my nxt lesson.

when i saw 7 credits i was like wtf ok den i decided to go home n slp but say qw n jessie playing daytona. so i was like today no sch meh? freaking pon sch. hopeless sia.

there was this girl too, i think is her friend, also pon sch. the name i not sure.

den she say she got dai ji to settle. so i was ok maybe got show watch so i tag along.

so we reached the block opposite the sch. den the girls she got dai ji wif came. they started quarreling so i thought maybe will fight or something so i go see. den they can even quarrel till hug together n laughing ard. seriously hopeless la. waste my time. no chio bu somemore.

(ps, never ever play wif my cap u hopeless child!)

so i went home, took a nap, went for lecture n den taekwondo training. apparently my back injury is back. ouch.

ok im dam tired so signing off.

First Day of Sch.

2009-10-20T23:25:00.001-07:00

ok its the third day of sch le.

when u r in holiday, u will miss sch.

but when sch starts, u will curse n swear y holidays so short.

thats student.

first week of poly do not haf tutorials so quite slack.

aft sch go home or jus go for a round of jb.

nothing much actually.

but ytd i went for my first cds life science lecture.

and the lecturer was mr david hu (who?) lol.

sherman noe him and said tt he was torture when wif him.

aft listening to his class. i knew y.

his pronouciation is WCG sia.

u can barely make out what is he saying.

if there isnt a slide on the screen, i will surely catch no balls.

random:

my blog nid more pictures, anyone wan donate some candid pics?

to her:

im seriously going crazy le, arent u tired? im tired u noe. stop running in my mind!

y i cnt get u out of my mind?

u keep popping up in my mind, no matter how i drown myself in other stuff, i will think of you.

i think i will go crazy one day and jus chiong to ur sch to find u.

but i hope i will not cus it will be devastating if tt hpn.

Ore Wa King!

2009-10-18T10:41:00.000-07:00

hmm ytd was vy tired so i din update. here goes.

as usual i will meet the peeps for breakfast before we go jj.

tourney as usual too but something is special today. there are some new faces this time. but in the end the finals was between me and the tech master/prjc 2 terence/king/icydots ok i can go on forever but hes xiang jie la. and by my god suay ppl luck. he got bad hand and i won.

i wanna say this... ORE WA KING!

ok aft tt sherms cam and i got my samurai mat! woohoo! double the fun.

and we opened our dt07 box and as i deducted, the secret is landols. and sherms is kind enough to let me haf it. triple the fun! ty sherms u r such a kind guy. u r the man! haha!

at night we had out dinner at 18 chef as usual and we went to arcade at ws for some jubeating before busing home.

so its not 1 not 2 but 3 times the fun!

for you:

i really miss u. its 4mths le. but i dunno how to approach u still.

i jus hope we start over again?

i think i will jus gif my all in trying.

its now or nvr. maybe i hope i can get some help from ur friends.

but i doubt so. u will jus ak me again.

i really jus hope... i get the chance....

to properly say....

SMU madness.

2009-10-16T11:39:00.000-07:00

ok although this stupid blogger got prob in the formatting. i shall still blog. jus woke up n bathed at 2am. yes 2am, i slp striaght when i reached home cus dam tired.

today i woke up at 6am this morning to go to SMU admin building to meet minmin and peeps to help out for the Youth Professional Conference. i reach at 9am as asked but in the edn there was a miscommunication n the materials came at 10am instead. i was like wtf la. nvm bout tt. the main purpose today was jus to prep up n for the walk-ins. the number of ppl were quite little so quite boring. ard 6pm i was about to leave to meet xj n guys for dinner but the guys ask me to help them carry some sofa from the storeroom to the stage for tml's actual event.

this is where the "fun" begins. we went to tell the security guard tt we nid 6 sofa and a tea table and we haf permission from the SMU comittee. so he brought us to the lvl5 storeroom. outside the store. he told us he nid to call his supervisor to confirm. so ok we wait he call. den he say nid go check wif his supervisor so we waited yet again. time flew.........

den he was back so we tht ok can get the things n go back soon. but den he tell us to call his supervisor and talk to her ourselves. so we were like ok. den he called.... and said... hello.... ya they wan to take away the partition ( heck care the spelling.) den we were like.. wat the hell.... so we told him we only nid the sofas and table n not the freaking partition and he keep telling the supervisor we wan to take away the partition! finally he told us to go 4th floor to get the sofa. we were like... wtf r u deaf or cnt listen human language!!!

aft much trouble n holding myself back from killing him. i trained to simei to meet the guys.

Reborn 2.

2009-10-08T06:51:00.000-07:00

hmm jus some thought.

somethings can wait.

but some u nid to find them urself.

life always contradicts wif themselves dun they?

i forgot when it started. by chance. but it ended on the 5th of july i guess? i was taken back by tt sudden and big reaction. i was frantic. i tried to save the situation. but i doesnt help. its been 3mths +. i haf been thinking wat i did wrong to caused such a reaction. but now i got my ans. come to think of it, it doesnt matter if the ans in the end is yes or no. wat matters is the effort i put in. u can black rose me hundreds of times but i will jus keep on going. cus i believe in the end i will haf a place. if u r reading this. know this. i will jus keep on trying.

for you:

jus listen to me,

as my mind is made,

so i shall gif it all,

my heart is yours,

i will promise wif my heart,

no one will haf a place ,

except you.

Reborn.

2009-10-07T12:12:00.000-07:00

i haf thought of it for a few days.

i shall not find anymore.

i shall wait instead.

i shall die n reborn myself.

into a new me.

死者蘇生!

weird dream

2009-10-05T05:06:00.000-07:00

ytd i had a weird dream.

in the dream... i was in a house... wif... and den it hpn... people were... dead...

when i woke up, i knew everything was precious, i must cherish everything before... they were gone...

cloudy wif a chance of meatballs!

2009-10-03T12:00:00.000-07:00

work up to and went to ws to meet the peeps for breakfast, den we went to jj for lawrence birthday surprise. actually not much of a surprise, jus a cake n a birthday song. haha. aft tt benjamin came n uncle jimmy too. he was presented the trophy for winning the world tournament for yugioh. the trophy dam nice luh. its a crystal trophy wif a stardust dragon inside. i also wan if i can get it. ard 6+ bryan, ah long, joel, kenneth, xj, his bro n me, we went to gv to watch cloudy wif a chance of meatballs.

i dun wan to spoilers but i can tell u all its dam funny. its about a boy who wanted to invent something to make his family proud of him and he created a machine dat can make any food out of water. but because of his greed for fame n some accidents, the machine went haywire and created a "food storm", in the end he destroy his own invention and save the world.

i would gif this movie a 3.5/5. funny but abit empty.

aft tt we went to dte to jubeat awhile n went to mac to eat. bused home ard 10+.

happy birthday sherms

2009-10-01T04:35:00.000-07:00

firstly. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERMAN! 19 le. haha. stop hunting girls wor. leave some for me. =) gd luck in ur sip too.

hmm this few days din do much. jus slack slack n slack. school gonna start in like 18 days? so ya must tidy up my feelings for sch le.

ok nothin much to say. signing off.

lost tapz

2009-09-27T09:25:00.001-07:00

today woke up but vy cui. dam tired. crawled out of bed n bathed. den went to dte to meet xj they all. actually shld meet at 10 but i reached at 12. but xj n his bro cam even later. haha. jubeat awhile n went to eat. xj bro dam funny sia. chicken rice dun eat chicken one. lol. aft tt we trained to jj, met bryan on the escalator. haha. he try to hide behind xj. pls la ur size? .... and den blah blah blah.... arcaded.... daytonaed.... n i lost my tapz card!!! WTF!!! it was a personalised one so i doubt anyone will use it and there was like 70c left so i dun bother too much but it cost $10.70 to make a new one! the guy who took it will go to see god if i catch him. grr....

aft tt we ate at the food court upstairs and went home while the rest go arcade. slp on the bus. den dragged my slpy body home. aft tt i on msn and was scolded for trying to help others get playmat. nvm i shld not be a good guy nxt time. NEVER!!! being good doesnt pays. so in the end i gaf the mat to lester i bought another one. seriously not my day today...

i really think im at my limits... i suddenly feel so tired, really tired... i jus wann aforget everything and haf a gd rest. i really dunno wat to do anymore. im lost... i cnt find my way. i really nid you... my...

rot rot rot!

2009-09-23T05:12:00.000-07:00

hmm its 23th sept only? my god im rotting still. everyday.... its so how shld i say... vy sian.... i haf nothing to do. jus the usual, slp eat n slp.

nothing much to blog. i jus got my hair cut. haf been rotting at home all day and.... i dunno....

now for u to noe:
i noe im selfish but how much i wish u r mine. how i wish i can protect u. see ur smile everyday. but sometimes we can jus hope.... n wait.... for tt day to come.... i dunno how long i nid to wait, i jus hope tt day will come.

alright tt shall be all for today bah. dun really haf the mood to blog either.

BS Tutorial.

2009-09-20T06:57:00.001-07:00

hmm din update ytd was becus when i got home. i fell aslp within an hr of reaching home. dam tired.

aft blogging the previous post, i slp at 6am in the morning n wake up at 8 to meet dan n xj to go to the tampines mac to meet the rest as we will be bs tchers! and we will be teaching children how to play bs at the coco office. we at breakfast at the mac n trained to coco office at henderson road. we were shocked to see a long queue outside the office. it was like we r stars! haha. we got in, set up n started to teach those children who like to learn bs. bs or full name battle spirit is somehow like duel masters which most of the kids haf experience in. we had a mini tourney at the end of the tutorial n we found out some of them actually haf a talent in bs. and the champion was a 9yr old who wore a naruto glove. and bryan was like asking him to join mov but aft tt boy said he live at jurong, bryan gaf up the idea. and there was this boy who has an attitude exactly like *******. i dun wan to say names. haha. grow up sure like him. aft tt we got some goody bags n went bag to jj. we all look like we went shopping at singapore great sales. bags here n there. we went to arcade to play n ate dinner n bused home. and i fell aslp soon.

today didnt wan to wake one cus too tired. but in the end i manage to drag my body up n went to jj cus the guys asked me. went there and jus nice all wan go arcade. den we went arcade. aft tt wanted to make deck but jeffery n benjamin they all were there. surprisingly. so didnt wan to leak out anything so i jus play battle spirit. haha. aft tt ate dinner wif the guys, went arcade yet again n bused home. pretty lifeless i guess.

some thoughts: its not easy to be a tcher and especially if the students r kids. they are hard to control n now i felt how hard is my primary sch tcher when teaching me. or shld i say all who haf taught me.

Regret.

2009-09-18T12:03:00.000-07:00

hmm apparently those who read my blog dun bother to tag. except for a few.

its 18th sep n my holiday is till 19th oct. im rotting.

jus so sudden. she had to talk to me. hmm it jus bring me back to the past. how haf i not gif her the love n care she deserve. how i haf hurt her heart. how i hope everything can go back. to 3 yrs back... but the past is the past. we had our own lives now. she had her bf who is in ns now. she told me they quarrel alot n now hes in ns. they do not haf much time together. she said they r unstable n going to break. there is an unexpected joy in my heart when i hear this but instead i tell her to cherish this relationship. i wanted to forget but my heart jus wun listen. maybe i still love her till today...

its 3.13 now and i haf to wake up at 8am later to go for a bs tutorial to teach the kids how to play the card game. looks like im a tcher now. haha. but i jus cnt slp. is it im thinking of her too much or is it jus i cnt slp? i hope its the latter or it spells trouble....

Magician OTK!

2009-09-16T13:10:00.000-07:00

ok its 4.10am in the morning n i cnt slp. cus i haf tht of a new deck. but apparently science sch students always think faster den business schools. (according to sherman, its due to the constant projects n mugging.) when i tht i was the first to tht of it but actually sherman n xj tht of it like er 2 days earlier? sian. but still i haf a decklist for the deck to be test out.

the deck combo? shall be keep a secret. hehe. sooner or later the truth will be out.

ok hmm oh.... today is 17th sept already. the day tt shall not be spoke of but i still wanna say. wahahhahahah. ok nothing.... im being random. xj, haf a nice.... day... er at lonza? hmm even if u dun wanna care but still its courtersy to wish ppl.

hmm apparently i cnt get a job so im rotting at home now. anyone got lobang pls let me noe even its a one day job. ty vm in adv.

rot rot rot. fresh meat!

2009-09-13T01:42:00.000-07:00

hmm ok one week nvr update my blog le. but other den rotting at home, go jj. nothing much i did. so really nothing to blog la. apparently all jubeat machines in the east r down. so no jubeat for now. trying to find ajob cus i no money le. and noticed something, there is alot of chio bus everytime i take bus 3 on sat morning. i shld do tt often i guess? haha.

ok hmm now my gb haf done me proud. being in top 4 every weekly tourney. i haf a new deck to test out so my gb may haf a challenge in being my main deck? haha!

hmm xj is now having war at home. i cnt help much but hope he can activate ceasefire treaty soon. haha.

G Force!

2009-09-05T10:50:00.000-07:00

today went to jj for weekly tourney. got 2nd. hmm gb is strong. aft tt we go daytona for like an hr? i think. dam fun sia, keep bang here n there. den we go watch movie, G- Force! its about a team of 3 guinea pigs n a mole n a housefly n their story to become a FBI secret agent. ok no more spoiler but its funny so shld go watch. bused home aft tt.

a pic of y. s-y and his score for jubeat. ps, full score is 1000000. pro rite?

everybody haf their own personalities. u haf things u dun like n i haf mine too. u dun like ppl to guai lan u fine. but u must understand other ppl feelings too and not only urs. its not i wanna win. its really hard for us to lose wif tide n treant, the 2 strongest team heroes in our team. and not to mention we r 5v4. fuck. this kind of team n we still lose. its like u r winning a lottery n u last min find out u mislook a number. u get tt feeling? i may be a gd friend in real life. but in game its another thing. if u are my opp, i will kill u wif no mercy. if u are my allies i can save u wif my life. but at least do ur part as ally. pls la, u always said u had enough n hate to see us quarrel. but think y we quarrel in the first place. quarrel isnt always bad, its how we learn of how the other feel. but u nid to react so big? i dun wanna get so worked up over a game. but sometimes the mistakes is too hard to swallow. and pls dun throw ur tantrum at me, im may be a friend, but i was nvr ur punching bag. if i really wanna win, i would not haf random at all, i would haf choose pa or lycan. its jus the mistakes made is jus unforgivable. dota is a team game. its not rpg game. we work as a team n not go out one by one. there is no hero in dota. tping one by one to get raped? wats that? and brad n kai. using ulti on a x? its like using dark arm jus to clear a sangan. if the team jus work alone, y play dota? go play maple or something. when ppl say gang, or help, pls go and dun keep farming. yes farming is gd but sometime must noe the priorities. by the time u read till here, u will be fucking up n down but as a friend i nid to let u noe how i feel. i dun wan to quarrel, i jus wanna let u guys noe the importance or teamwork. if we work as a team, wat is pa wif 6 dr? nothin. if we dun, we will jus get hacked down one by one. if u noe u cnt solo, find a partner, if u scared tio gang, find others to stick wif u. ( brad dun think u th farm solo vy shiok, u r jus food for them. and pls u r a lane runner, not a farmer.) its all about how much u trust ur team. sometime they may be changes but most of the time we r a team, u shld noe how i play. im not pro, im strong cus i trust my team. but apparently today is jus buang. everyone doing their own stuff. in real life when u see a friend in trouble, u dun jus continue doing ur things rite? and wats everyone doing? farm n farm. dota its not bout farming. its about downing the opp throne or tree. true u can get strong items from farmin, but tt doesnt mean anything if the team dun work together. enough of talking all this bullshit if u dun absorb it in. i haf said wat i wanna said. the rest is up to u.

ps, to all in my team jus now. if u all jus wanna farm n farm, and dun help each other at all and dun work as a team. i haf nothing to say to u all.

Happy tcher's day

2009-08-31T10:41:00.000-07:00

Happy tcher's day! and also Happy 18th birthday Yuhui!

Firstly. Thkz all the tchers who haf taught me over the years. U haf a vy huge impact on my life.

Mr Leow. Although u r jus my tuition tcher, but u haf taught me alot of reasons of life. I haf learned more den jus maths n science from u.

Ms Leow. Mr Wong. I was nvr gd in maths during secondary sch. But u 2 nvr gaf up on me n helped me wif all my problems. I got B3 for olvls thks to u all when my maths was f9 for prelims. really thks to u all, i haf found my interest for maths.

Mr Yong. I noe i cus u quite abit of a trouble in sec sch as i always slp in class n was playful but i really respect u as a tcher and a friend. U r seriously the undisputed most favourite tcher in anderson secondary sch.

Ms Rhonda. U r my relieve tcher for english for 3mths. but in this 3mths u haf taught us much. u r one of my favourite tchers too not becus u r pretty but because u r a nice tcher. if u r not my tcher and if u r the same age as me, i would haf like u. but too bad. haha.

ok now...... yuhui aka fish......

i noe u jus broke up wif him. aft 3yrs it ended. i noe it hurt alot but u nid to get over it. u haf ur A lvl coming n u nid all the focus u can get. so jiayou and gd luck in everything u do!

jubeat ripples

2009-08-30T08:06:00.000-07:00

today work up to be informed tt i missed my national. WTF! KNNBCCB! u wasnt told of anything before! fuck! aft tt i meet xj they all n i da bao subway to go jj eat. play deck, arcade and finally back to ws to play jubeat ripples! i nid to burn off my anger. ripples was nice but alot o fppl playin so quite hard to get a game. ok seriously no mood to update more le.

Holidays!

2009-08-27T06:10:00.000-07:00

finally its holiday! haha today had my last paper. and now i haf 6 weeks of rest. can relax aft a stressful sem. aft my paper met xj they all at jj. play deck abit n we went ws to jubeat. dam no live sia. hai. aft tt we waited for terence the noobish pro to come n watch him play. (terence ps i accidentally press true love for u. but u full comboed 983k it.) lol. aft tt buesd home. now how shld i spend my time?.....

Bus Driver!

2009-08-24T03:48:00.000-07:00

today woke up n meet xj to go sch together as we had the same timing for our exam which is 9.30am. the usual sight when its exam period, everyone will haf a bunch of papers in their hands. standard. hai. aft my paper, i went to jj with xj, ate at kfc and den went to ws wif qw n xj to jubeat. when we board bus number 5. we immediately regretted la. the bus driver drive the bus like tokyo drift like dat. we were literally hugging to the hand pole la. i dun wan to die a virgin. arh! scary sia. the uncle like rushing to save his house on fire sia. drive dam fast, turning leh still stepping on the accelerator. i think he trying to turn at 70km/h? wif a bus! woot reach ws n jubeated. got 970k for a lv5 song. good bye my little girl. not tt good but ok la. bused home aft tt. tts all bah. signing off.

Bryan.

2009-08-18T10:46:00.000-07:00

ok this post is directed specifically to bryan tew qi sen soshi. i noe its hard to let go of her aft 5-6 yrs? but things dun always go our way. opp may not always let ur summon be sucessful. there is always a chance of bth and tt. she doesnt haf a gd impression on u, she dun like u, period. gif up. so many girls tt meet ur criteria for gf. y must be her? is she tt gd? so gd tt u will gif up everything? even MoV? the clan u build wif ur hands? do u think running away and nvr coming back will solve everything? u r jus a coward. running away is wat cowards do. u noe u r dam selfish? u leave all of us for her? u throw all the mess for us to clean up? u r dam selfish. u haven tio mirror force n u jus scoop? arent u waiting for this answer all this time? or r u jus so coward tt u dun wan to face the answer? den wat i haf done jus go in vain? all i haf help u is for u to haf a chance wif her. but u jus ran off without waiting for the outcome? i seriously dunno wat to say. honestly speaking, u may AK all of us alot and we dislike u at times. but u r our leader, SG YGO head judge, u r wat kept MoV together n alive. without u, life wun be the same. we dunno if we can go on. when i first play back YGO, u r my first opp, and i will wan u to be the last. so win me before u go. WIN ME!!!! dun jus go like dat.... throwing everything for a worthless bitch..... everything u earned with ur blood n sweat.

banlist!

2009-08-16T08:07:00.000-07:00

ytd woke up by sherman sms. read it and i haf the same emotion as all other yugioh players. WTF!!!! ok its the sept 1 banlist but its really colleteral damage la. ok enough of it. meet sherman n ppl to eat breakfast at ananas cafe. den trained to jj. aft tt bryan, joel n me, we went to suntec to see the suntec dance competition. actually cus bryan wan see yl la. hai. he like wan chiong dun wan chiong one. lol. finish watching yl's group dance n we went back jj. they seriously haf some nice moves there. nice. aft go back to jj, we play deck awhile n ate at eighteen chef. aft tt we bused home.

today, woke up ard 1+ as we dota till 3+ again n i slp ard 5. i went to meet xj n went jj. play deck as usual. but the banlist seriously took its toll on us. haha. aft tt we go jubeat awhile n i went home first as i nid go home early.

tts all bah.

Jubeat.

2009-08-11T08:08:00.000-07:00

hmm haven been updating for the past week. sry ppl. din haf the time. or shld i say im lazy?

the past week haven been much diff from the rest. schooling, yugioh-ing, jubeating. nothing much.

7/8: yunjie's b'day. went to sch, aft which is LOM day. it was fun but i nid to go so me n devien left early. bused to pasir ris n trained to bugis to meet the ppl. we went to v8 cafe to eat. dam funny when we were reading the menu. tts this chicken dish tt was said to improve the sperm motality of a man. haha den tingling's bf kenneth went to order tt dish. hahah i think he wan power up at night. oppx. we went to cut cake for yunjie n went to the arcade. i jubeat abit n went home wif sheryl n jeremy.

8/8: went jj as usual. had the tourney, got fourth. looks like my gb is doing vy well these days. aft tt went to 18 chef to eat. bused home aft tt? shld be la cnt rmb.

9/8: national day, happy 44th yrs of independence singapore. but i dun care. went to jj.

10/8: dota till 3am last night. dam tired. and congrats to benjamin for winning the world championship! finally singapore won! nxt yr we will be hosting. yeah! apparently japan sruub lot before top 8. and akb all srub la. bf n gb owns! but ur time will be up soon to when the banlist come.

11/8: today was wendy's birthday, wished her but din go out wif her. went to jj wif sherman n waited for xj. aft tt we went jubeat n ate at ananas before busing home.

ok shld be like dat la. signing off.

Sick....

2009-07-27T21:23:00.000-07:00

ok since im sick now i shall update wat i missed for past 1 week. stupid alex u spread to all of us.
ok last week.....

monday: go sch? nothin much.

tuesday: not much also i think? oh din go sch so went jj. haha.

wednesday: presentation for lscm, must wear formal wif a tie. look like an idiot la. i dun like formal wear at all. semi formal maybe? aft tt went home change and went jj.

thursday: hand up our script for jap roleplay. den nxt wk nid to practice and haf a rehersal. sian. din went cca for the 5week le i think. too busy and too lazy.

friday: om presentation. my whole group wear red sia. alvin was like asking stupid qsn all day like do they use preservatives in everything, even petroleum. LOL! aft tt everyone was relieve as we settled all our presentation. aft sch went jj for a final testing but nid to lend bj dck so i end up having to play gb.

saturday: dkt 2009 finals. ok i think its because of the old protectors i using. keep getting bad hands and scrub all the way. alex went to play eventhough his sick but still he got 3rd. gratz to the winners anw. got 5 packs n quite gd stuff inside. 1 3d n 2 common rare. one thing i learned, play wif ah long must die die prohibit DARK ARMED DRAGON! his top deck DAD luck too imba.

sunday: the faithful day. everyone fall sick, dam u alex u spread to everyone. i felt much better aft eating medicine.

monday: went to sch as usual. got a 3 hr break so went to play jubeat at ws, aft sch went to play again. got a full combo finally but sadly a D for extreme. still a noob. i actually can fail HNH adv and of cus extreme. sian.

today: ok im sick again. ARH!!!!!!!!!!! ok signing off.

ryujin jakka!

2009-07-18T08:02:00.000-07:00

today went swimming wif the xj, sherman n brad. we had a stupid race of swimming without our hands, all dam tired aft tt. den ate breakfast and went to jj, aft tt whole bunch of us went to cdl for tourney. today the top 2 was chosen, thus there was a stagering 23 ppl who joined! i was qualified so i jus help to pull ppl up n test out my new deck. during in which bryan found out the culprit who stole his gb deck. and he goes......

Reduce all creation to ashes.
Ryujin Jakka!

the guy was like dam scared la. bryan got back his cards n the tourney continues. in the end i was disappointed as i help to pull but all scrub sia. hai. aft tt ate dinner at mac n bused home.

Jubeat.

2009-07-13T04:37:00.000-07:00

today work up late so din went for lecture. aft tt met alvin and the group for rehersal for our presentation later. during tutorial, we r the first group to go. get it done and over wif. tts wat ppl always say. aft tt i met xj and learn to play jubeat. still a noob at it but my rank was c3 thks to xj and a pro. haha. i din noe the number pad will change and i jus anyhow type my password. in the end nid alot of effort till the number pad change back to the original to play. haha. (no one tell me lor.) ok la tts all for today.

nothing left

2009-07-09T10:44:00.001-07:00

today went for ms tutorial, kaijie was like blasting the "nobody" song through out the tutorial la. seriously it spread faster den h1n1. mrs gan was like u can listen but dun let me hear it. aft lunch went to meet my jap group for project. as usual cheryl was late. while waiting for her, jas and i was slpin and simin was reading. wanted to go training but due to my projects and stuff. i din go. aft jap tutorial i bused home.

now for the aftermath.
black rosed...... i was reborned.... den......
Chaos Emperor Dragon,
Gondora,
Sky Scourge Norrelas,
Lightning Vortex,
Raigeki,
Mirror Force,
Torrential Tribute,
Bottomless Traphole,
Dimension Prison,

All hit me at the same time. this time, there was nothin left of me.....

headache.

2009-07-08T07:48:00.000-07:00

today went to sch. suddenly haf a splitting headache. ask mr foo to let me go bookshop buy panadol. ate but still vy pain. mr foo told me to go see doctor cus he scared i haf h1n1. lol. so i jus went home. haf a gd slp n felt better. i think its becuase i do not haf enough slp tts y. shit i haf to chiong my project still.

i haf been lying to myself all this time. since july 1st when u said tt to me. i tht i can move forward and forget about us, about the past. but aft a week, i still cnt forget u, i still cnt hide my feelings for u. i wan to let u noe, u dun haf to be mine, i dun haf to be ur prince. jus let me be ur friend, ur knight who will always be there for u, not matter wat hpn. gif me one last chance.

lom excursion

2009-07-07T11:04:00.000-07:00

today the whole lom went on a excursion to freight link logistic centre. took a dam long bus ride to tuas there. aft tt had a boring lecture on the warehouse and the automated system used. IT really haf made life easier for everybody. aft tt another long bus ride back to sch which nearly all of us r aslp. (of cus not the bus driver) aft tt bused home to chiong project.

a quote i found meaning when reading the last chapter of black cat.

"the past isnt just something you can throw away, it stay with us forever. we must live on carrying this burden with us."

dye hair.

2009-07-06T10:06:00.000-07:00

5 days haf passed since tt faithful day. i hope u r doing well cus im not. ohh well.

sun: went to meet morphine in the morning, slack awhile den i went to dye and cut my hair. the hair dresser knew me so we were joking ard wif morphine sitting there wondering wats happening. aft tt went to meet xj at ehub. dam la i told the guy on sat when i was buyin my bus concesion dat start on sun and he put start on mon. make me waste money. dam him. bused to cdl and it was flooded. bought sushi and watch the tourney. in the end was jeff n samuel but we went to eat so we din noe who won. shall see. bused home wif the guys aft tt.

mon: today work up late so i went to sch late. anw jus project meeting. aft tt we went to eat n went for tutorial. the time like crawling la. pass so slowly. aft tt meet up to split the job n bused home.

bryan aft hearing ur story, mine is not the worst. actually there are still worst stories when ours are jus some of them. i only can wait for tt day and hope it will turn for the better.

jas if u r reading this, take some time and guess 4 words.

天鹅一飞永不回

良字无头双人陪

双木非林心相连

您我无心便不见

4th july

2009-07-04T05:43:00.000-07:00

today actually meeting xj at 10 but i overslpt. so i went jj myself. it was bj n ryan test for the captain seat. in the end bj become the captain of 12th squad while ryan become my vice captain. play deck awhile den the peeps went to eighteen chef to eat as food fair is too crowded. aft tt we bused home. (ok i noe i din elaborate much but i really dun haf the mood.)

i shall let the past pass and look into the future. i dunno wat caused ur huge reaction. maybe u cnt forget the past but if u r reading this, i hope u will find the prince in ur life. take care always. i will be happy as i haf a bunch of friends who will always stand by me.

Black Rose.

2009-06-30T23:44:00.000-07:00

Synchro Summon! Black Rose Dragon!

BOOM!!!!!!!

The story nvr existed........

i seriously dun wan it to end here. our friendship... does it really haf to end here? does it really affect our friendship tt much? pls forgive me...

Pizza!

2009-06-30T03:59:00.000-07:00

ytd was quite a fun day. how bout i start wif today first cus i haf no sch so nothin to say. haha. ok so ytd went to sch wif xj. aft tt went for my ppp lecture. aft tt was a 3hr break. went to library to slp halfway woke up becus of a screening of videos made by the design sch. dam funny la the video. slack till 2 den went for ppp tutorial. phone keep ringing non stop. got 8 calls from jasmine. den there was this girl (i assume she exist and its not a joke) who talk to me. sound like a china girl. dunno and dun care wat shes talking about. but later jasmine msg me sayin she took her phone. i dunno anything till u tell me wat. im not angry but er jus abit irritated cus im havin lesson. hope u understand. =) at 4 we went for our 2hr apel lesson. miss wee treated us to pizza! total was $90 cus i was the one who go get it. all of us had our fill. aft which we play a game or name a gd thing bout ur friend. and we all jus say he/she is kind, gd, funny. our volcab dam limited la. aft the class i went to tm to buy a cap as i think my hair is messy sia. bused home aft tt. kk signing off den.

i wan to noe how u feel. i wan to noe wat u thinking. i wan to noe everything bout u. will u tell me?

29 june.

2009-06-28T09:28:00.000-07:00

hmm jus finish chionging my project. hmm today din do much. work up ard 2? dam slpy. bused to cdl. finally lester won. haha lester u noob, u finally qualified n joined the gods. but anw gd job. aft tt the peeps n i went eat roti prata den bused home. (bj actually ate 12 roti prata. what a pig. but i dun really believe tt.)

i dunno if there exist a prince. but u r my princess. and no matter if i can be ur prince or not, i will always be ur knight, protecting u whenever u r in trouble.

Transformers

2009-06-28T00:10:00.000-07:00

tht friday was fun. but i still had to drag my near dead body up rom bed at 7 aft i overslpt. cus meeting sherman n xj to go swimming de. so i chiong to ws to meet them. haha. we trained to simei den wait for the b****** alex and we bused to xiao di hse there to swim. dan, brad and des were there too. we had alot of fun, especially dao po ing alex. aft tt we bathed and go eat lunch. aft tt we slack at jj. first time we feel tt time at jj crawls. everybody was either dam sian or vy tired. ard 7 we went to eat dinner den go watch transformers. den something hpn. bryan bought a ticket less so we nid to sacrifice one person. (desmond really sry wor, nxt time den watch wif u k? hope u not angry or anything.) aft the show, bryan suddenly say he say yl. so we run ardtryin to find her but in the end we all end up going to the toilet and bused home aft tt wif xj and dan. haf a dota match wif the peeps and went to slp.

i've been thinkin.... shld i really do wat bryan asked me to do? i dunno.... i dun haf much confidence.

Blossom's Birthday!

2009-06-26T07:10:00.000-07:00

hmm today go sch as usual. had om tutorial den ms lecture. aft tt went to ehub to meet jasmine they all. as it was shannon's birthday! haha. xj arrived shortly. we gaf her the present n went to ehub zone x to play but apparently quite flood. so we play bball den go white sands to try luck cus xj wan play jubeat. suddenly i got a call from yuting. aft awhile jasmine and yuting came n meet us and...... (rest is secret but i had my happiest day and funniest moment. )

let us all mourn 1min in silence for the forever king of pop, michael jackson.
....
....
....
u will always be in our heart for ur contribution to music and dance.

World!

2009-06-23T10:15:00.000-07:00

ok sch has reopened. meaning another series of sian days. but nonetheless. my results for world championship 2009.

my deck: gladial x (gladial cat)

first: yong xiang(bf)
xox

lose cus my rescue cat ran out of target.

2nd: walkover

3rd: yong xiang's friend (bf)
oo

4th: eric's friend (lightlord)
oo

5th: yeeshean (akb)
oo

the one who beat me this yr asia during 4th round. i took my revenge!

ok overall its gd la. i think at least my deck made me proud. din manage to get into top16 cus my tiebreaker not gd. tt day was tired but we all had our share of fun and tense. aft world went to eat wif the peeps n trained home.

Beer Game.

2009-06-19T12:30:00.000-07:00

din slp well the whole night cus of my fever. wake up ard 4+. cnt slp. so sit and stare blank till 6 when my mum woke up. ate medicine and a bread den went back slp. woke up at 12 when i shld wake up at 10 to do my cds selection. but i still did. (hope i wun be too late) went to sch for beer game as i was feeling much better. the beer game was like a board game la. waste my 2hr go sch play board game sian. but since its counted as a tutorial so i bo bian. aft tt i went to jj to test my deck. the peeps went to watch monster vs aliens but i scared later fever come back again so i went home instead. hope i get well by tml or seriously i will die.

Many things.

2009-06-17T09:26:00.001-07:00

ok haven been update for the past 5 days cause i was sick. so heres a quick summary.

sat: went to ryans hse in the morning to play deck den to jj. as everyone was lazy, din went to cdl.

sun: xj joined cdl as bryan been pressuring him. and the final was between him and shi hao. he won! wahahahahah congrats xj! finally can call me noob le cus u went in too. ate n bused home.

mon: went jj to play deck, went to arcade awhile and bryan played maximum tune wif bj, he gif bj 6km head start but looks like its too much and he lost. haha. went to eighteen chief and ate. all laugh at bryan cus he not student and do not haf the free ice cream. haha!

tue: rot at home as i was startin to feel unwell. swine flu? i dunno. ard 1+ ordered mac delivery as me and my brother was hungry. parents went for cruise. (i was thinkin if cruise really cost any money as they go like free like dat. they went like once every 2 mth?)

wed: wanna rot as im still unwell, but went to kovan to get my decks. went jj to play deck till 6+. ate at kfc and bused home. and here it came. FEVER!!! ate medicine and had a slp which i sweated out. felt much better.

ok nid to go slp as i wan to recover faster. signin off.

TKD Camp.

2009-06-12T12:27:00.000-07:00

another camp for me. thursday went to sch for the tkd bonding aka hell camp. played some ice breakers and dodgeball to bond wif the freshies. haf fun but was tired. also played dog n bone which more n more became a pushing game cus we jus ram each other away instead of taking the bone. aft tt we had an early dinner before lettin everyone rest. had trainin aft tt. dam tired la. aft tt we had our own free time. playin, chattin n crappin. order mac for supper but it came aft 1hr 30min. wat a service. the fries all arrived soggy n the ice in the coke all melted. we jus ate n went to slp as it was 3+ (think we will all get fat sia.)

friday morning. woke up at 6 for the morning pt. we ran ard the whole sch and had lunch. aft tt which we played amazing race tp version. my team came in first. but i was dam tired so went home early n missed the water games. bused home n slp through the whole aftnoon. now still dam tired la. dun think i will ever get enough slp sia.

LOM Camp!

2009-06-10T05:49:00.000-07:00

ytd went to LOM Camp, meet fb for lunch den went for the camp. startin vy little came but slowly more n more ppl came. first the main com intro themselves n we started wif ice breakin as usual. (also the boring part) den we play a game like amazing race. theres a few stations tts vy fun. "gifts from heaven", catch water bombs from dropping. but the water bombs dun contain water. there r things like bubbletea, soy sauce, soya been n flour mixed wif water. we were like wtf! we manage to caught 8 but we were all smelly from the mixture. den there were this station where we nid to wash each others head, in the open! (first time i wash my head in the public sia.) oh there was also this rule tt we had to carry 2 FROGS wif us through out the game n we cnt let them die, i was the FROG KEEPER so my life is linked to the frog's. aft tt we had our dinner, den we played the battle of the sexes. the guys will choose penalties for the girls n vice versa. but apparently the mc is a girl n we keep losing. one of the penalties is to dance the "Nobody" dance. haha we put in on the LOM blog. dam funny la. five guys dancin this dance. ahahahaha! aft tt we watch some funny videos on youtube n shuttle before goin for the night walk. it was 1.30 before my group turn n when i went into the first room, the fire alarm suddenly went off and we had to stop the whole event, its wtf la, the seniors spent 2 nights preparing n it was jus cancel like dat. (it was due to a tornado in the staircase which cus the ventalation in the life to stop. maybe someone or something dun wan use to play.) aft tt we went to bath n haf a chitchat before we went to slp. woke up aft 2 hrs.

today, haf our breakfast, den we went to play a game they call "Hide n Seek" actually it was a lame game where we nid to find things tt r not in place in each station like rubbish bin in lecture hall. aft tt we had a debrief n break camp. dam tired went home n jus slp. sian tml still haf another camp. arh! but really i had fun.

Finally Qualified!

2009-06-07T12:55:00.000-07:00

yeah im finally qualified for DKT top 16! woohoo. aft 3 tries im in! wahhahaah!

sat we went to swimmin as usual. haf alot of fun and laughter there. ard 10+ the guys went to jj while i went to khatib to get some cards. aft tt went to jj to play the first official battle spirit tourney! haha. jus play for fun de. aft tt we did an entrance test for shihao. during which we saw alex god luck!!!! he jus say heavy storm n he actually drew it! wah. i think shihao passed the test. congrats for comin into MoV! ard 7+ went to watch "the night at the museum 2" quite funny but to gif a score will be 3/5? cus nothin special. bused home aft tt.

sun went to jj to test deck wif bryan n went to cdl for tourney till 9+ which as said, i emerge champion! haha ate mac wif the guys n bused home ard 11. tired but i cnt slp sia.

quote of the day: rmb the fun of the game. winning or losing is secondary. if u cnt lose, den train harder. if u r a bad loser, u will jus lose urself.

Holidays!

2009-06-04T10:17:00.000-07:00

aft 4 life-like-death days. finally term test is over n its holiday! but nxt wk is not a holiday as i haf to do project on monday and 2 diff camps frm tues to fri. one week of holidays gone jus like dat. haha. ok slpy aft my tkd training. update another time!

Not ah 4 anymore.

2009-05-31T06:25:00.001-07:00

hmm sat woke up late so went to jj late. the guys den go cdl for the tourney. i joined too jus to test out my deck.

xiao pang: akb: lose 1:2
shi hao: bf: lose 0:2
xiao an: akb: win 2:0
lester: bf: win 2:0 (feel more like fighting den playin deck)

in the end me xiao pang n xiao an got the same points so nid rematch but in the end xiao an won.

den the top 4. in the end bryan won and he finaly not ah 4! haha. aft tt we went to eat dinner n den to mac to play till 11 den bused home. dam tired sia. ok monday start of term test le must study! now sunday night le i still haven study finish! arh!

Presentation 1.

2009-05-28T07:01:00.000-07:00

hmm today wanted to meet xj to go sch together but apparently i haven prepare the notes for my CDS presentation so i ps him n go sch alone. jus make it in time for my apel. and the topic for today.... SEX!!!! we nid to draw out a mind map for sex n my group had a ton of things to write. qsn: is premarital sex allowed? ans: yes! reason: willing parties.... wanted shotgun marriage... want try luck to get aids. haha. aft tt we got our ms tutorial n a 3hr break. went to jj to play deck for awhile n went back tp for my CDS.

u noe wat? wearing formal wear, i jus notice my class is full of chio bu!!! wah im so lucky! haha. ok did my presentation about washi (a kind of paper) n decided to skip cca to go eat wif the peeps at jj.

we went to eighteen chef to eat. order our food. n den it came the usual guy who serve us n a new girl. she is pretty lady. n we were talkin on whether to get her number. the guy was askin the new girl wat is the baked rice n des jus say black pepper. haha. (des ppl new girl must learn u dun extra la. lol.) den when the ice cream came, she help keep our bowls n she asked me to open door for her. she so cute la. haha. den we were like everyday come eat eighteen chef. but i think we will sian of the food de, but not the girl. =)

aft tt i went to white sand arcade wif sherman n xj, the judebeat haf been booked so xj played basketball n the daytona before we saw a guy whose basketball more pro den xj, hitting 700+. wahhahaha xj u meet ur match. aft a long wait, xj finally get to play his judebeat and aft tt we went home. (did i mention we meet xj's qing di?) haha. oppx. shld i say it? heck care la.

CDL!

2009-05-24T10:16:00.001-07:00

ok for the past 2 days ive been spendin time at the cdl dkt tourney so ya quite no life.

sat: alex won wif a build which apparently he say suck in the first place. something happened too but dun wan to say it. (i dun wan tio AK)

sun: went to gif someone abit of tuition before goin to cdl. today 16 ppl joined n im shocked. but in the end our dragon brother, long ge won!

ok tts all cus alot of things cnt say. =)

Aft a week...

2009-05-21T09:52:00.001-07:00

my blog been dead for the past 6 days. y i din update? cus i lazy, no time, dun feel like it......

ok alot had hpn for the past 6 days. so last update was last thursday.

16/5: woke up ard 6.50 and went to white sand to meet xj, sherman n daniel to go xiao di hse n swim. sherman and xj was wearin the neon green AS shirt. think at night car will confirm see them de, so wun get knock down. i was hungry so go OCK buy something to eat. the auntie tht xj was a girl! wahahahaha. ok dun say too much later he kill me. swim till 10 den went to gym but was chased out cus i din wear shoes so me n xj went to play deck. in the aftnoon, went to CDL to join the tourney. my BF deck did quite well but losin to desmond cus hes back field too imba.

17/5: bought all the ultra pro protectors frm jj. i siao rite? but it was for others. went to CDL to see the tourney. aft tt ate n bused home wif the peeps.

18/5: monday sch as usual

19/5: forget bout it. went for training n got a front kick rite at my jaw. pain boduh.

20/5: nothin much too

21/5: went for ms tutorial, halfway bedok south student came in for a field trip i think. den the tcer was like tellin the sec sch students:" u all noe wat LOM means?" a guy said:" it means LOM." wat a idiot. den the tcer replied:" it means LOTS OF MONEY!" my whole class was laughin our heads off la. lol. aft tt went to jj for my 3hrs break den went back for jap n den back to jj again to eat dinner at 18 chef wif the peeps.

ok i shall try my best to update daily.

Fishborg!

2009-05-15T11:32:00.001-07:00

today bus to sch wif xj. the chio bu frm last time was sitting behind us! and apparently to my dismay shes in AS! arhhh!!!! xj was laughin la. aft tt sch time. din wan to talk much. aft lsn meet xj aft his project meeting and went to jj. apparently he was tellin me how everyone tht he got gf when he doesnt. but hmm who noes he haf or not? at jj i tested my new deck! fishborg! haha manage to first turn kill alex's akb. but aft he noe the trick and a series of bad hand. the deck din work out well. but haf the potential, so nid to mod. ate dinner at bk as everywhere was flooded. bused home.

Sch Sch Sch.

2009-05-11T01:47:00.000-07:00

hai i noe i like 1 week nvr update cus i lazy n alot of things to do sia. past is the past so i will say today bah. bus to sch wif xj. there was this girl standin behind him, dam chio sia. too bad all her friend buang de. reach sch i went for lecture den haf a 4hr break as lecture end early. ate n went to library 4th floor to do project. but reach there become watch ppl play dota. hai tp flooded by dota liao. den went for tutorial. during class was dam funny cus we keep take back to tcher sia. and my friend dee said a vy nice quote.

singapore is the only country whose school is like prison, students like prisoners. why?
school haf fences like a prison
student wear uniform like prisoners
and we haf security guard like the prison
and we had line up aft break like prisoners
we also kanna caning if we do wrong thing like prison

so arent schs like prisons?

Kurenai Otoya

2009-05-06T11:08:00.000-07:00

update a video of kurenai otoya violin solo. please listen to it before u all go. its a nice song. kurenai otaya is one of the main chac in kamen rider kiva.

X-Men Origins

2009-05-03T11:54:00.000-07:00

friday. went to khatib to get some cards but reach there the guy told me sold. pissed i went to jj to train. play till jj close den me, sherman, xj n lester went to mac at ws to play till 11.30 den go home.

sat. meet xj at ws ard 12.30. saw devien at ws, think she go return book to library. den xj came and we went to eat lunch den go jj. (think xj into ban mian sia. eat wun sian one.) got the tourney as usual? tyco got 2nd. aft tt we go watch x-men origins! haha its a nice show i must admit. although the agent 0 n deadpool n bolt totally diff frm the comic. bolt become dam noob la. even dying sia. agent 0 is actually a mutunt but in the show his jus a person tt is gd wif guns. but overall i will gif a 4/5 score for it. the 1 point missin is the change in chac powers n identity. weapon XI shld be wolverine's son! not deadpool!

New Recruits!

2009-04-29T04:09:00.000-07:00

updates!

ytd was the first training for the new recruits! so i got there early ard 5.30 to see chio bu. although the lecture shld end at 6 but the lecturer dun stunt. jus say too wordy skip. too long skip.no use skip. haha! ard 6+ the number of ppl comin reached ard 80+. although its only half of those who sign up but its big enough. aft tt the newbies were sent to the track for their run while the rest of us do our standard training. its tired but wat can we do? haha. and there was this chio bu wun come to training in a skirt. wtf rite? think she dunno wat is tkd den join sia.

today aft my only lsn. 11-1. i was cheated by our careperson to go to this NE talk which is frm 3-5. slacked at library den go for the talk. i slp through the talk la. so sian. got for? 5 seal points. like i dun haf like dat sia. wat a boring day sia. hai.

17 again.

2009-04-27T01:53:00.000-07:00

ok due to my busy schwork n screwed timetable, i wun be updating vy often but will when something special hpn. hmm.

sat went to jj as usual. play deck, slack. ard 5+ we were goin to watch handsome suit but apparently its fullhouse so we watched 17 again instead. its a show where a guy who is about to divorce wif his wife is being changed to 17 again. a chance for him to change his n his family's lives forever. the show was vy funny at the front and sad at the bad. fun part is the part where the main actor mick was slap by 4 girls straight wif the last one showin a sign of "call me" before slappin him. this show gif us a morale. "we wun be given a second chance, we can only be given a chance to make up for wat we did. wat happened has happened, we cannnot change the ending but we can change wat hpn aft tt."

sunday was bored so i jus slp n watch tv. nothin much. prepare for monday lsn.

today i went to sch for lsn. the ppp lecture was bored. den was a dreadful 3hr break n den ppp tutorial. din look foward till tutor say group work n i was group wif the 3 only chinese girls in my class n another guy. which means all the chio bu in class is in my group. haha. n my tutor today dam lame sia.

student:" cher, purchase without PO or PR, is it possible?"
tutor:" hmm, without PO or PR, u can still ask the supplier to supply u but u wun get ur goods till u get ur PO."
student:" so can we purchase or not?"
tutor:" by right u cannot, but by left u can. jus tt its improper procedures."

i was like laughin so hard la. wtf. wat a tutor. looks like my tutorial wun be as bored as it seems.

Wheel Barrel!

2009-04-24T09:25:00.000-07:00

hmm today is a busy day. went to sch wif xj. reach sch le i saw joel's friend, turned out tt joel is late for tutorial n his friends nid to wait for him or get ak. vy da pai sia. haha. i went to the lab to print my lecture notes before goin to my cca booth. as i injured my back, i did not paticipate in the demo but instead i took care of the booth. total tally of 180 new recruits but how many will stay i dunno. aft tt i went for an hr lecture where the lecturer was dam funny sia. he keep sayin, pls pass ard the attendence SHIT! wahahah! the whole lecture theatre was laughing. as we haf our lecture cut in half for the orientation, the lecturer practically fly through the notes. sayin like this page too wordy skip, this page not impt skip. and we finish aft 37 min. den we had our orientation. first we nid to hear out a speech by the course manager and it was a 20min boring shit about attendence n sch rules. hello? im a yr2? not freshies? omg. aft tt we went to meet our cp and our new class. talking bout my class. zomg only 7 girls out of 21 ppl? only 3 r chinese? n only 2 r chio bu? but its enough bah i think. one of the chio bu is my cca mate so nothin to say but the other one was good looking. first day already make friend wif her le. hehe. den we got this mascot competition where we nid to decorate one of our classmate as our class mascot. the suay person is my classmate called jie xin. she was dressed like a statue of librety wif wings. haha. but we lose to a robot n a transexual mascot! din expect dat.

aft the orientation, it was 6pm n i was deciding to go home when my pretty cca mate dragged me to the sports complex for the wheel barrel record challenge. and i mean literally dragged me there. hai. i was shocked at the scene at how nearly the whole yr1 was cheated there sia. but alot of chio bu to see as a result. we registered for the normal wheel barrel challenge to beat the world record of 1000+ forget how much le but we got 1088 so hope we beat it. den it was the sg record of wheel barrel chain. which was using our hand to support ourselves when our leg was on the shoulder of the one behind us. my friend was a real lucky bas sia. the one on front of him wif the legs on his shoulders is a girl! when tt hpn wat u see? everything! how i hope i can change spot wif him. he was lucky but for the rest of us. its a guy infront of us so nothin to see and it looks dam weird for us la. like doing blowjob like dat. wtf sia. aft 3 tries wif the girls keep breakin the chain, we finally broke the sg record wif 74 ppl in the chain n i was in it! wahhahaa. dam happy. before we start the chain thingy, there was this dance performance by our sch dance esemble. the girls was wearing short skirts n white shirts, somehow like japanese high sch girls. wow their dance was DAM HOT!!!! it really caught all the guys attention n we all heck care bout the chain n watch them shake. even the organiser also watch sia. how i wish i was the photographer who is sitting infront of the performers when they were dancing. i think he will nose bleed n die sia. see so many upskirts. haha. aft the event, me n my cca mates were tired so we bused home.

wat a day.....demo... orientation....wheel barrel... record breaking.... hot dancers.... im sad for those who din go sia. haha.

My Back!

2009-04-23T08:35:00.000-07:00

hmm din haf time to blog as i haf to go sch now. n because of the cca recruitment drive n the demo tml, i haf to help out so ive been vy busy to even blog! believe it. on the first day we recruited 90 ppl. (but i dun think all will come at all) so shld be ard 30 to be safe. actually will be doing a 360 kick for the demo but i injured my back so might not be doin it. see if i recover as fast as wolverine bah. =P hmm tts all bah. all wish me gd luck bah.

First Day of Sch.

2009-04-20T07:16:00.000-07:00

its my first day of sch. as a 2nd yr in tp. but still called a junior. wat a lame name. i took 15 as usual to the sch. at the bridge there was a bunch of siao seniors going "welcome to tp!" n i was like wtf lor. den i went for my lecture. when i went in, i saw my ex classmates n i went to sit wif them as i dunno my new class yet. n suddenly selwyn, my lecturer said, "for those who haven eat their breakfast, can go eat first. lecture will start in 15min as the computer is down." i was like wat a way to start sch. den he told us to go to lt44 for our lecture which is 2 stories down. i was like ok so we will jus haf to move. when we reach and i open the door, i was wtf so many ppl?! how the hell isit a empty lecture hall for us? den mr selwyn told us to go back. everyone of us was like hai wtf sian. so we climb up lor. den when we r back he found out tt the door was locked so he try to unlock it but den say use the other entrance. i was like weird den try and the door was open! dam funny sia. so we end up only having a 1hr lecture. aft tt i went to eat n went home. wat a day as a first day of sch.

Reflection.

2009-04-19T12:30:00.000-07:00

its a few hours before a new sh yr starts. first day of 2nd yr. first day as a junior. n i cnt get to slp. wtf sia. been doin some reflection. most of u dunno my past so u all dunno wat a jerk i am in the past. i rmb it all start when i was in sec3... the details shall not be told. i haf been a hiongster. wanting a gf is one thing. but thinking of other girls aft u haf one is another. wat a bastard. i shld haf killed myself in the past. i shldnt haf bee borned. i brought too much sorrow n hate to this world. but most girls r jus infactuation. but a few i truely like them for wat they r. their characters, their looks, their everything. but only haf been together wif one of them. n seriously i owe her too much. in our 6mths of relation, i din gif her much, n still thinking of other girls, make her sad. i seriously dun think i ever make her happy at all. n when one day i finally left her for another. but tt was when i finally knew my feelings, but at the cost of the happiness of 2 girls. in the end she also found a new him n it all ended i think. but she broke up wif him to come back to me but i told her it had ended. seriously i regretted everything. im such a jerk. scold me or beat me. i haf nothin to say. all i can say to u is sorry. now im nothin but a carefree guy. jus living a normal life. i jus hope u will live happily n hope u will find a new him.

ps: if u ever read this, u shld noe im talking bout u. morphine... i cnt gif u happiness so i hope u will find a better guy who will.

Testing!

2009-04-17T10:44:00.000-07:00

hmm today work up ard 10+. meet xj at ws n went to jj to test deck. ate at ljs first. den sherman they all came. went to test out my new bf deck. still ok but abit weird. nid mod nid mod. and congrats to xj for gettin a DDB! wahahhaha! actually not much today sia. hmm xj nid go hospital see his greatgrandma. so me n qw trained home. hope xj's greatgrandma will get well soon. =)

The new era

2009-04-16T05:25:00.000-07:00

hmm wat can i say. the new era is here. black feather will own other decks upside down. the 2nd zombie? the new teleDAD? this deck is everything strong inside a deck. bought a box and 5 packs. luckily i got 2 vayu of big flag. but sadly i din get any ancient fairy dragon so dun talk bout holo. but tested out the deck, still ok. hmm today din do much bah. slack at home. my bro accidentally deleted RO so no RO for awhile. k la tts all for now.

Pissed.

2009-04-14T01:31:00.000-07:00

today i was dam pissed. my time was wasted and i was lied to. i seriously dun wanna talk about it anymore.

to tt person: if u think wasting ppl time is fun, den i think u r seriously a b****.

Birthday! Chalet!

2009-04-14T01:07:00.001-07:00

ok ok i noe i promise to update ytd but im too tired i will make it up for today. sat went to jj for kai's special one time only tourney. used my black feather deck. first round was up against ryan. we table suffled each other's deck and started. i got a god hand while he got a jiao hand. second match also the same so he keep sayin my karma too imba liao. haha. sry ryan. second round was against ron who also use black feather. i heng heng won him and went to the top 4. top 4 i meet ryan and his debris hime again! but too bad for ryan, his deck main monster, camelia is my girlfriend so he lost cus the card keep getting stuck in his hand which he dun wan. haha. due to time constrain i let qw get the champ while i get the 2nd. ok enough of this or later post too long.

aft the tourney we went to aranda country club to celebrate bryan's 21st b'day! we were the first to reach other than his family. so we explore the chalet and started another tourney hosted by ron. about halfway in the tourney, most of bryans friends came so it became quite crowded. as my best friend jeremy's b'day was also on tt day. i nid to run 2 side to his chalet also. haha. i went for the bbq and haf some chat wif my ex classmates. jeremy's cousin was so cute sia, he keep bully my female classmates, makin them vy pekchek. ard 9+ i grab a beer n rush back to bryan's chalet. (tiring sia) i was jus in time for the buffet! haha i had my fill of food from both side. den it was time to cut the cake! we sang bryan a birthday song and asked him to make a wish before blowin the candles. but den he told us his wish is dam obvious n most of us noe wat it is. haha. bryan was also abit drank as he thanked everybody for coming for 4 times! hahahahahah! his face was like a baboon's butt sia. so red. aft the cake i ran to jeremy's chalet so get a share of his cake also. and im jus wonderin y both their cake all blue one sia. lol. aft bryans friends left. we had a gangbang in the room all aimin at bing jun. dam funny sia. i was shocked when i saw peter came out of the room half naked and buckling his belt. looks wrong? ard 1+ i went to jeremy's chalet to slp as bryan's chalet is quite crowded and i nid to protect the female classmate as too little guys r there. wif me only 2 are there.

sunday morning. i bought kfc and went back to bryan there to eat. most ppl had gone home in the morning. left a few there playin mahjong. i join in and played awhile before xj came back as he nid go out wif his parents. den we slack ard till 6+ and went to eat dinner, which is kfc again. hai. -.- aft tt went to see bryan they all bowling. bryan said he avg 6 pins down but at the beginning he keep wash the drain sia. haha. me, xj, qw and gm went back to the chalet first as we wanted to watch campus superstar finals. ard 15 min into the show bryan they all came back n joel said bryan got a triple and bryan was like sayin how pro he was. haha. campus superstar final 2 was between aijia and jarod. bryan said aijia will win as jarod might be the second shawn. we all laughed when their scores were the same. 65/80. aft tt, we all knew who will win. jarod as ngee ann company more money. =) got money sure win. haha. aft the show we all went home. it was a tired weekend but we all haf fun.

2009-04-10T05:13:00.000-07:00

hmm let see when i last update. wednesday morning? hmm ok we shall continue, wed went to help out my father again. thursday morning same. but aft tt i went back to white sand to meet xj. we were decidin to go kovan de. we went to the food court to eat lunch and wait for lester when bryan called! wah. ok so we told him we at white sand n he say wait for him. aft tt we play deck a while and go to the arcade and see xj play his judebeat. quite fun but im not the arcade type. i was meetin janessa 2.20 at opp her sch de but si lester 2 den reach white sands. seriously lester u heng u small or u die! haha. i was dam tired aft reaching home as i din slp for more than 10hrs the last 2 days altogether. so i reach home bathed and slpt till friday morning. (cool rite i super sleeper.) den i waited till bleach manga updated, read it and went to jj as bryan say theres a good friday tourney which turn out to be nothin. play deck as usual. den me and bryan went to the new tampines one shopping mall to meet joel and xp and their friends. today i dunno its good friday or cus t1 jus opened, ppl there was like wtf alot. like ant colony sia. we even haf to wait to take the escalator, try imagine the amount of ppl there. although big, there was nothin much to see. went bk for dinner and went home while bryan they all go bowling.

i shall update my blog till monday as tml and sunday i will be vy busy due to my best friend jeremy's and bryan's birthday chalet.

4.29am

2009-04-07T13:29:00.001-07:00

cnt get to slp. its wed now. haven update my blog for the past 3 days. sunday slack at home. monday went to help out my father wif his work. i always nvr think much bout my fathers work. he repairs air-con. so? but aft i went to help him out, i found out how tiring and how dangerous it is. he sometime even nid to climb out of the window, wif 10 stories below him. he always like to scare me by acting like his falling, but he nvr knew how much it really scared me. seriously hes the best father. alrite lets not talk bout my father. tuesday, went to khatib to complete some deals. play deck till 6 before i go home. and slack n slack till.... now.... haha. 5min of typin le. lol. although its 4+. but my vy good n pretty friend monchichi is online! she suddenly talk to me n i was like wah u still not slpin sia. she said she dun feel like it. so i shall chat wif her n end here.

another quote: "lets nature take its course, wats yours will be yours. wats not will nvr be yours. so theres no nid to emo at all. jus move on wif your life. dun make your life and others lives hard. rmb theres always ppl who care for u, so dun break their hearts by keepin everything to urself n emo."

Another Sat.

2009-04-04T07:38:00.000-07:00

wake up ard 10+ today. dam tired cus dota wif my bro till quite late ytd. wanted to go jj when suddenly it rain like no tml sia. so i waited. and waited. ard 3+ i leave home as the rain had stopped and went to cdl first to get cards frm fish. i took bus 3 and halfway, dunno its fate or wat i saw her waitin for bus at the bus stop. cool rite? i sms her to confirm and indeed its her. haha. i shld go back playing dark world den. (see first) hmm i went to cdl to see alex goh scrubbed in the tourney there. haha noob sia. fish is not there so i went to jj lor. and ard 6+ xj's parents come fetch him so sherman, daniel and me took train home.

ok heres a random quote. "fate is something heaven had decided and it cnt be change, no matter how hard we try, things tt will hpn will hpn. we could not change tt but we can control our own destiny and change the outcome of wat tt will hpn."