hmm i jus dunno y god had to make all the bad things come in waves...

dam u god...

i noe im abit overboard on my blog... and i noe its my bad for not telling it man to man and blog it off. but maybe tts wat i think is the best way out bah, cus i noe both of us r stubborn, so the outcome may jus turn ugly. tts not i wanted... i dun wan things to end like dat, i rather it is easy come easy go.

(kai, we join MoV together and were even once a team together, and u r 21 this yr. i noe u r mature enough to get my point. u can still laugh it off in msn wif me means u get wat i mean right? sorry but ur part is so short only.)

i treat u as my best fren tts y wat u did had the most impact on me... y its specifically aiming u, cus i tht u noe me well enough to noe my nature, yet u do not, tts y it affect me the most. i really do not haf much to say la. wat i wanna say i said it in my blog. maybe lets this chance for u all to noe me btr bah. i noe u r angry at me, understandable becus its ur nature. but u shld noe i really treat u as a fren tts y i decided to leave becus of this. it had been so long yet u still cont to do it. i really dun wanna lose a fren cus of this, therefore i chose to run away bah. u may say im a coward but its the simplier way out for me. sometimes pride can move u to new heights but sometimes it will bring u to the depths of hell. think about it urself.

the ending of this, i will let u decide... u choose the ending...

i really wanna rest... its time for u to do the working...