Monday, February 8, 2010
this post is specially for u...
i noe u havin alot of schwork. i noe u having a hard time in sch. i do not wan to disturb u. but seeing ur pm, i cnt stop myself but to noe what happened... cus i care for u, i dun wan to see u sad. i jus wanna comfort u, be there for u when u nid someone. u said u wanna do homework so i said i shall not disturb u, chat later...
nxt thing i noe. im pestering u? im disturbing u from doing ur hw? if i disturb u, u could haf jus tell me personally dat u dun wan me to disturb u. but u chose to use a third party to convey tt to me? it make me feel like im dat scary to u, or jus tt u dun wan to talk to me? i dunno wat u r thinking but no matter wat u do, i shall respect u, i will not disturb u again, till the day u talk to me urself, it may be never but i jus haf to hope.
i jus wanted to care for u, see how r u. yet u treated my care and concern as a disturbance? fine! do whatever u wan den... maybe in the end in jus nothing but an annoyance to u. maybe i misunderstood u or wat but this is wat i think... if i misunderstood u, tell me personally this time, and not use another person.
i noe u r struggling, i also cnt bare to see u sad. jiayou in ur studies and stay happy always k? wat holds in the future i do not noe but i can only hope tt u will talk back to me one day...
how i hope all this was a beautiful misunderstanding or it was jus a dream...
-Lonely Person-
11:41 AM