Friday, September 18, 2009

hmm apparently those who read my blog dun bother to tag. except for a few.

its 18th sep n my holiday is till 19th oct. im rotting.

jus so sudden. she had to talk to me. hmm it jus bring me back to the past. how haf i not gif her the love n care she deserve. how i haf hurt her heart. how i hope everything can go back. to 3 yrs back... but the past is the past. we had our own lives now. she had her bf who is in ns now. she told me they quarrel alot n now hes in ns. they do not haf much time together. she said they r unstable n going to break. there is an unexpected joy in my heart when i hear this but instead i tell her to cherish this relationship. i wanted to forget but my heart jus wun listen. maybe i still love her till today...

its 3.13 now and i haf to wake up at 8am later to go for a bs tutorial to teach the kids how to play the card game. looks like im a tcher now. haha. but i jus cnt slp. is it im thinking of her too much or is it jus i cnt slp? i hope its the latter or it spells trouble....

-Lonely Person-
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